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Chapter-21

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Chapter: Between Fear and Faith


"It feels safe here… warm, soft, like maybe love isn’t a lie.
For a moment, the fear loosens its grip,
and I let the quiet care sink into my bones.
until the shadow in my chest stirs again."


For now, everything feels soft and safe.
I just hope this isn’t one of those moments that disappear."


~Avyuktha


The door opened softly as Pari and Arnav stepped into the room again. The rhythmic beeping of the monitor was steady, almost blending with the soft afternoon hush.

Anvi was still curled up on the sofa, head drooping to one side,mouth open, Aarush fast asleep in her lap with his mouth open just like Anvi's. His tiny hand clutched the edge of her tshirt, both of them tangled in an awkward position, yet something about it was heartbreakingly pure.



Even in the middle of everything the sight drew a small smile from both Pari and Arnav. Pari shook her head with a quiet chuckle, murmuring, "Iss pose mein agar thoda aur baithe toh dono ki gardan ek taraf chali jaayegi."

Arnav's lips curved faintly, the briefest ghost of a smile before he stepped forward and bent slightly, touching Anvi's shoulder gently.

"Chutki..." he said softly.

She blinked awake instantly, eyes wide, concern flooding her voice even before she'd fully registered where she was. "Kya hua? Avu thik hai na?"

Both Pari and Arnav exchanged a look, a look that said how much this girl's heart carried. Arnav gave a small nod, his voice steady. "Haa, thik hai. Don't worry."

Avyuktha, half-awake, turned her head slowly, her weary eyes softening as they fell on Anvi's anxious face, the very first thing she asked was about her. For the first time in years, someone had truly cared about her, not out of obligation, not out of duty, but with genuine concern. That simple act of care made her chest tighten, a small, fragile warmth blooming in her heart, spreading slowly, cautiously, like sunlight through cracks in a long-forgotten window.

Anvi frowned lightly. "Toh phir uthaya kyu?"

Arnav's voice stayed quiet, almost fond. "Kyunki Pari ek baar Aarush ko bhi check karegi."

Anvi nodded at once, though still half-sleepy, and carefully picked Aarush up in her arms. His head lolled against her shoulder as she stepped aside, making space near the bed. Pari smiled faintly and began her examination with practiced gentleness.

Avyuktha watched silently from her bed eyes following every movement as Pari checked Aarush's pulse, listened to his heartbeat, examined his skin. There were no visible scars, no bruises only a faint mark near his leg, healed long ago, maybe a year old.

"Physically everything is fine," Pari murmured to Arnav as she straightened. "Thoda underweight hai but his vitals are stable."

Arnav exhaled slowly, relief softening his tense shoulders. He couldn't help but notice....Avyuktha had taken the worst of it, shielding Aarush, even starving herself to feed the boy. That's why Aarush, though underweight, wasn't as battered as she was. The thought tightened his chest, mixing relief with quiet awe and gratitude.

Pari then called out softly, "Ward boy ko bhej do sample lene ke liye."

The moment the ward boy entered with the tray, Avyuktha’s body went rigid.
Panic darted through her eyes like lightning.

“Sir, please… uska blood mat nikalwaiye,” she blurted, her voice trembling so hard it barely made it past her lips. “Usse injections se bahut darr lagta hai. Subah se ro raha tha... phir se rone lagega. Please rehne dijiye. Uski tabiyat kharab ho jayegi aur royega toh... please rehne dijiye…”

There was nothing practiced or polite about her tone, just raw, desperate fear. It wasn’t just about Aarush’s tears. It was the fear of losing the only person she’d ever been able to protect.

For a heartbeat, even Pari froze, her usual composure faltering at the sight of the trembling girl clutching the bedsheet like a shield.

Before anyone could speak, Arnav stepped forward.
No raised voice.
No sharp tone.
Just quiet, steady warmth that filled the room like sunlight through half-drawn curtains.

“Baccha…” His voice was soft enough to make her look up, startled. “Aaru ka blood test zaruri hai,” he said gently, talking to a scared child, not with pity, but with patience. “Aur hum log isliye sote time nikalwa rahe hain taaki usse panic na ho.”

He moved closer, tucking a stray lock of hair behind her ear, a simple, wordless reassurance that carried more care than any lecture could.
“Baccha,” he continued, “blood test se uski health ka detailed analysis milega....usse kis cheez se allergy hai, ya immunity weak hai ki nahi… sab pata chalega. Isliye karwana zaruri hai, Avu. Aur mai hoon na?” His voice softened even more. “Main nahi rone dunga usse. Tu pareshan mat ho, baccha… hmm?”

For a second, Avyuktha just stared at him, her breath caught somewhere between disbelief and relief.

He didn’t shout.
He didn’t tell her to stay out of it.
He didn’t call her dramatic or stubborn, like others always did.

He explained.
Gently. Calmly. Like her fear mattered.

Something inside her cracked, A soundless fracture in the wall she had built around herself over seven long years of flinching under taunts, of being told to shut up, of being punished for caring too much.

She’d learned to keep her head down, to never argue, to take every harsh word as truth.
And yet here he was, this man who looked her in the eye and spoke as if her panic wasn’t a nuisance, but something that deserved tenderness.

It felt alien. Disarming.
Dangerously safe.

Her throat tightened. The instinct to argue melted away, replaced by something she couldn’t name, the quiet ache of being understood without having to beg for it.

She nodded slowly, eyes glistening though she blinked them dry. For the first time in years, she wasn’t standing alone against the world.

And for a girl who had only ever known survival, that calm promise “Main hoon na” felt like a kind of miracle.

Arnav carefully lifted Aarush into his arms, cradling the boy close to his chest. As the needle went in, Aarush whimpered, a soft cry escaping his lips but Arnav immediately began rocking him gently, rubbing his back, murmuring something low and soothing near his ear. Within moments, the child's small body relaxed, his breathing evening out as he drifted back to sleep.

Everyone in the room seemed to exhale together. Pari glanced at the collected vial, gave a nod to the ward boy, and packed her tools quietly.

Arnav adjusted Aarush once more before looking toward Anvi and Maan.
“Tum dono Aarush ko ghar le jao,” he said quietly, his voice gentle but firm. “Main aur Avyuktha thodi der mein aa jayenge. Tum log kuch kha lena… aur Aarush ko bhi khana khila dena.”

They nodded, too tired to argue, and quietly slipped out, Anvi cradling the sleeping boy against her shoulder.
The door clicked shut behind them.

Silence followed.
Not the heavy kind but the soft, lingering kind that hums in the space between unspoken things.

Arnav turned back to Avyuktha. She was sitting very still, her hands clasped too tightly in her lap. For a second, she reminded him of a frightened bird fragile, breathing too fast, ready to bolt at the slightest sound.

He sat on the edge of the bed, careful not to startle her. “Tu thik hai, baccha?”

She nodded, forcing a smile that didn’t reach her eyes. That smile did something strange to him, it looked too practiced, too used to hiding pain.

“Pet dard nahi ho raha na?” he asked again, concern threading through every syllable. His brows furrowed slightly as his gaze searched hers. “Kuch bhi kharab lage toh bata dena, baccha… please.”

That please quiet, unforced, tender did something to her.
It crawled under her ribs, into places no kindness had ever reached.
Her throat burned. Her eyes blurred.

Before she could even blink the tears back, Arnav noticed, panic flickering across his face.

“Baccha… kahi dard ho raha hai kya, baccha?” He leaned closer, his tone almost pleading. “Ro kyu rahi hai? Bata na Avu, kaha dard ho raha hai?”

She shook her head, voice breaking before it formed. “Kahi nahi… dard nahi ho raha,” she whispered.

Then why… why did it look like everything inside her was hurting?

He frowned, confused but still gentle. “Phir ro kyu rahi hai, baccha?”

Avyuktha lowered her gaze, her lips trembling as she tried to steady them. Her hands fidgeted with the edge of the bedsheet, a nervous habit born from years of holding herself back.
And then, so softly it was almost like a confession to herself, she whispered, “Aaj tak… kisi ne mujhse itne pyaar se baat nahi ki thi…”

The words hung in the air, fragile and devastating.
She didn’t look up, maybe she didn’t want to see the pity she’d always been met with.
But Arnav… he heard every word.
And it shattered something inside him. Not in pity but in that unbearable kind of love that aches because it’s too pure to name.

For a long moment, he didn’t speak.
He just looked at her. This trembling, brave little girl who had spent her whole life fighting to protect everyone but herself.
Then, wordlessly, he reached forward and brushed the tears from her cheek with his thumb, careful, like he was touching glass.

“Shh…” he murmured, his voice a whisper against the quiet. “Bas… ab ro mat, baccha.”

His hand lingered for a second too long, then moved to tuck her hair behind her ear, his touch steady, almost reverent.
And when she still couldn’t stop trembling, he did the only thing his heart told him to, leaned forward and pressed a soft kiss to the top of her head.

The gesture was so simple, yet it broke her completely.
No one had ever touched her without anger, without disgust, without taking something away.
This… this was the first time someone’s touch gave instead of took.

Her breath hitched. She didn’t sob, she couldn’t. The tears fell silently, the kind that come from deep inside, from wounds that never got to heal.

Arnav’s fingers stayed in her hair, gentle, steady, grounding her to something she didn’t know existed, safety.

“Bas… thodi der mein ghar chalenge hum log, theek hai?” he murmured, his thumb tracing slow, comforting circles on her temple.

Avyuktha nodded faintly, tears still glistening, but her smile was real this time, small and trembling, yet real.

And as she leaned ever so slightly toward his shoulder, Arnav didn’t move away.
He just stayed, silently, protectively, his hand resting over her hair.

For the first time since morning, maybe for the first time in years, the storm inside her stilled.
Not because her pain had vanished, but because someone had finally stood in it with her.

Someone hadn’t walked away.

The discharge papers were ready within the hour. Pari had packed Avyuktha’s medicines and handed the file to Arnav with quiet efficiency.

“Sab ho gaya, bhai… main staff se baat kar leti hoon,” she murmured, stepping aside to give him space.

Arnav turned toward the bed.
Avyuktha sat there, small hands clutching the bedsheet, feet barely grazing the floor. Her shoulders were stiff, as if holding herself upright took effort. When he moved closer, she tried to stand, wobbly but determined.

Before she could take a full step, Arnav bent down and, without a word, gently scooped her into his arms.

Her breath caught. “Sir… sir, main chali jaungi khud se,” she protested softly, voice trembling not from pride, but the unfamiliar weight of being cared for.

“I know,” he said quietly. His voice held no argument, only calm assurance. “Mujhe pata hai tu chali jayegi khud se… lekin mujhe leke jaana hai tujhe. Mujhe leke jaane degi na?”

Please let me be the one to carry what the world made you carry alone.

There was no authority in his tone, only a plea wrapped in gentleness.

Avyuktha shook her head faintly. “Nahi sir, please… neeche utariye.”

Arnav’s reply came softer, steady as a heartbeat. “Nahi baccha… tujhe abhi kamzori hai. Doctor ne mana kiya hai zyada movement ke liye. Main le chal raha hoon na…”
Then his voice dropped, almost a whisper. “Please maan jaa, Avu.”

That word "Please" undid her.
All her life, words had been thrown at her like stones. No one had ever asked. Only ordered. Only silenced.
But here was a man, strong, composed, asking her softly, as if her comfort mattered more than his pride.

Her chest tightened. She looked up at him, at those eyes that never once held judgment, only quiet steadiness.
She said nothing, but her silence trembled with surrender.

Taking it as consent, Arnav adjusted his hold.....one arm under her legs, the other supporting her back, her body light but fragile in his arms. As he stepped out of the room, her small hands hovered mid-air, hesitant, uncertain where they belonged.
Then, almost instinctively, her fingers found his shirt, gripping it tightly, like a reflex of trust she hadn’t meant to show.

She’s so light… he thought, feeling the fragile bones beneath his palm.

How much has she carried, to still feel this weightless?

The corridor was quiet, save for the hum of fluorescent lights. Each step he took was slow, deliberate, as if the smallest jolt might undo her.

Avyuktha’s heartbeat was erratic at first, a mix of fear and disbelief. No one had ever held her like this.
And then slowly, almost cautiously, she rested her head on his shoulder.

For the first time in years, she let someone hold her. Not just her weight, but her existence.

She didn’t understand what this was.
Her mind whispered that it was temporary, that kindness had an expiry date, that people always left when the burden became too real.
But her heart… her heart ached to believe this was different.

Every time Arnav’s hand shifted protectively, every time his thumb drew lazy, soothing circles on her arm, it unlearned a little of what pain had taught her, that touch meant danger, that care came with a cost.

Her thoughts were a storm

My mind whispers:
Don’t you dare believe this warmth.
Kindness fades, just like promises.
Arms that hold today may let go tomorrow.

But my heart… it trembles, and still dares:
It feels safe here.
The ache quiets when he says baccha.
The world slows down, and for once… I’m not bracing for pain.

The mind scoffs:
You’ve seen this before
sweet words that rot with time,
smiles that hide pity,
love that leaves scars.

But the heart murmurs:
Then why does this silence heal?
Why does his voice feel like home
in a world that never offered one?

And caught between the two, she breathed

Half afraid, half believing,
and wholly breaking,
because for the first time,
she wanted to trust
what her heart was saying.

Arnav looked down at her, eyes closed, lashes wet, breathing soft against his shoulder. Something inside him stirred painfully, the kind of ache that had no name.

How could someone so small carry so much silence?

He tightened his hold slightly, the faintest brush of his lips pressing against the crown of her head, a silent vow more than comfort.

She didn’t know which to believe anymore.
So she closed her eyes and listened instead, to the sound of his heartbeat against her ear, steady and calm.
For once, she wanted to believe in that rhythm… believe that maybe, just maybe, safety didn’t have to be a dream.

And as Arnav carried her through the hospital doors, the harsh white light spilling over them, he didn’t say a word, but in the quiet strength of his arms, Avyuktha felt something she hadn’t in years.

Loved.

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